I thought I would take the opportunity to introduce myself a little more, whilst I am procrastinating heavily. I am 31, with 2 children, both boys. My eldest turns 14 next week (can someone tell me where the time went?) and my youngest is 11. My husband is a sole trader with 2 employees, I handle the admin, bookwork and payroll side of things. Our boys are very sports oriented, so I am also a taxi service. As they are getting more and more independent and my husband and I talk about our goals for the future, the desire to do more with my life grows. Don’t get me wrong, I love the fact that I don’t miss out on anything when it comes to my children’s commitments, but I have always wanted to further my education, its just taken a bit longer than I anticipated to get here.
I have always been drawn to accounting. My high school accounting teacher told me to pursue it. I replied with, ‘that’s boring’. Here I am 15 years later doing it. I am pretty sure I wanted to be everything else under the sun before I settled on accounting. I am a qualified gym instructor, but I haven’t worked in a gym since my early 20’s. I went down the hospitality road, decided I wanted to be a teacher, changed my mind, decided to be a social worker, changed my mind, many other things……..changed my mind. I made the decision to do STEPS in 2015, after I decided to study medical science and major in pathology. I finally felt like I was headed in the right path, but my perfectionism lead to a nervous breakdown that had me bed ridden for close to 4 months. Anyone who struggles with mental health issues will know how debilitating it can be, even though it’s the last thing we would ever chose to go through. Needless to say I didn’t finish all my require courses and I kind of just shut uni out of my mind. Three years later I decided to have another go, this time I just knew I wanted to study accounting. I completed my last required STEPS course earlier this year and here I am. I am a distance student because of all our other commitments and once my four units for the first term went live, I looked over my workload and thought, what have I gotten myself into?
I know that fulltime uni, work, family, trying to have a life all at the same time is going to challenge me far beyond what I am used to. Although, I am an introvert, so the thought of using study as an excuse to have less of a social life actually appeals to me. At the end of the day, the time is going to pass anyway, so I may as well do something productive with it. I keep thinking of how great it is going to feel to go to the graduation ceremony and know that even though it got hard, I didn’t quit. The decision to get outside of my comfort zone may just prove to be the best decision I ever make.
Thanks for reading.
Lisa.